Where Are You Christmas?

Hey y'all!

    On this blog post, I want to talk about something that I have been struggling with. Normally, this time of year, I am a bubbly little Christmas sprite. Like, full on Christmas music, baking, singing, watching movies, decorating, and giving person.

    Well, this year, I find myself in a rut. I am not entirely sure what's going on, but I think that it's a combination of things that are going on in my life that have just stacked in front of that Christmas Door... Which totally sucks. I feel like the holiday's are changing... and I am not kept in the loop that has Christmas Spirit. I just feel like I am going around in circles, like I am just doing the motions. I am used to playing Christmas Movies all day, every day, and going out shopping and being around my family. 

   I think that's a big part of my lackadaisical Christmas Spirit... I am in Hawaii, which doesn't feel like Christmas, about 3,000+ miles away from my family. Yes, I have Trent here, but I am used to tons of people being around and all the craziness and joy with my family. I guess I'm just blah.

   I am hoping that I can get myself out of this funk and get into that Christmas Spirit. So tomorrow, I am going to make a whole bunch of cookies and play nothing but Christmas Movies and kinda throw myself into it and hope for the best.

    Anyway, I have got to go clean up some more. Talk to y'all later!

-Haley